Angels Unaware.

I have been amazed these past few days about how truly blessed I am. If a woman's wealth could be summed by the quality of her friends, I am a wealthy woman indeed.

Thank you, all you angels, who continue to email me and send me notes of empathy and love. Even more so, thank you for making yourselves available to me, even offering your phone numbers - many of you are mothers, and I can't believe you'd make extra time to listen to me!

Don't feel bad if I haven't responded to you yet. Frankly I haven't responded to anyone, not because I don't want to talk to you, but because I can't seem to get it out. It's all stuck in my head. Maybe I'm afraid it'll overwhelm you. More to the point, maybe I'm afraid it'll overwhelm me. In the mean time, I've been writing you all mental letters, and it hasn't been until now that I realize that you can't hear me. =)

I promise I will write you all personally soon. It may not be until this weekend. Jason and I are getting together on Friday to talk, and I must prepare myself for that. Besides, my haircut is Friday morning, and maybe my mind will be better prepared to talk after it's been lightened by half a ton of hair.

I thank God for you, my angels. What would I do without you?